Shopaholic, crazy but with high morals and principle worthy, goes nuts on small stuff very enthusiastic full of potential to conquer the world, feels like the world is a big party and only those are guests who are achievers but her ambition is far hidden in her smirk hidden from all. She wants to be the host of this party and these desires of hers drive her to the paths she never imagined, the decision she would have never made, to leave behind all that she wanted to keep together from all her soul and heart but accepting its gone although it’s tearing her inside world apart she has to go on because nothing can stop her from dreaming and the only thing that keeps her behind her goal is the “pessimistic shit” in her mind debating and convincing her to quit,  this was learned by her in her childhood by no one else but her father her only inspiration apart from the fact that she loved him and loathe him, admire and criticize all at the same time, these mixed feelings never troubled her although she kept contradictory feeling for many of important issues of her life and relation because they were like a perennial river kept on flowing within her.

In her passion for the dream, the compassion of life kept on fading and it took her too long to realize what went wrong and she is this far now that she has no regrets, sometimes it’s worth losing to win a greater race it’s just we, who decide which one was valuable to us. There always comes a point in life where you have to choose between nothing else but your own two wings losing one never means you cannot fly anymore it’s just you have to struggle harder to overcome the gap, it’s you who has to decide and live with it without regrets, maybe in some point of life you realize of your mistake, if made, but I can assure you one thing whatever you choose you won’t have a life without regrets deep in heart its man nature hunger for all, not being happy to have what you have, but moan for the loss, she was above all this, as she had learned to compartmentalize her feeling and emotion in the early stage of her life, though she considered it as a pro and indeed it was, but she couldn’t hold it for long and proved to be a con if not maintained till last breath, because the waves of her own unzipped compressed feeling drowned her away.