I can be the craziest person on this planet at times, my reasons are too lame and of course, I wanna be a lot more careless than I am, I don’t wanna give a shit to the world at times and want to fly and when I say so I mean literally fly this is not my weirdest desire nor do I consider it one,  its lot more to come and when people ask about dreams goals and fantasies, I really want to ask their deepest desires and reply mines at the same time but it’s always me but never we. Nobody wanna except what they want and some who does are not in my company, I have stopped feeling real, it feels like I am working in a television show with a script in hand and this spoon feeder mind goes on and on with so essence of own will, Is this what I am destined to and I wonder at times, am I the only one with such feeling or people around have masked faces, it’s not about I have any restrictions it’s just I lack something and what I don’t know what, my fears are far away from salary hike or promotional interests it’s just I wanna be happy and yet knowing not what keeps me happy is the source of my sorrow, it sounds weird but I will share it with the world as no one wants to hear the sound of loneliness, no one wants to know there is no U-turn, I believe there is and just I  wanna know is which one takes me to my goal.